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[10 Oct 2004|04:57pm] [ mood | happy & sad ? ] [ music | obsecion ; aventura ] Me and Jordan decided that we were going to Justins house on friday after school. so we got Rob & his friend to give us a ride but then Justin says we cant. so we go to the mall. saw Jeremy Woodward. Stole some kids weed. then Justin called said that i was suposed to be at his house.. but yea. so then we were just walking around. and we saw this chick angie, that kid that was with us that we stole the weed form was like "ill be right back" so we booked r asses outa there and went wit ang to the dress place for the weddin dress to get fitted but they werent there so we asked her to bring us to Justins and he wasnt even home. so we were otuside mickey ds for like 30 mins waitin for him then he came home. and his sister and i thik he boyfriend and somebody else were outside and Jordan yellss... JUSTINNNN! lol then he was like *1* wit his hands. and then he cant go down to mcdonalds or he'll get arrested so we walked up tehre. and him and darin were the only 1s there then. then Jared came home. Then Jamie James and some kid came. yea and we just chilled there. um then we asked justin if he wanted to ocmesmoke with us.. he was liek no i was like uh ok then sotehn hes liek whut u dont say bye.. and yea tehn soem shit happend.. and i "smacked" him across his head and he got all mad. so Jordan and me walked to marshalls... no idea why but we did tehn we turned around and walked all the fucking way back to the mall. and then found soem random motha fuckas to drive us home to westmo :( long muh fuckin dayy! then woke up saturday and some number was on my phoen iknew i had seen it b4 but i didnt member when. so then we called it back. it was Julie. and we're liek wel this is pam and shes liek o my brother must have called you. Hmm yup i memba now it was Julie Goves number. So we call Justin, no i never called you. UHHH yea you did u fuckin retard. then i was liek o let me talk to him and ehs liek i dont want to talk to that bitch. o aight then. so then its liek 1130 last ngiht and my phone rings.. yo whuts good?... WTF! im liek whut..."whut do u mean whut" ugh w/e he pissedme off then i had my houseline busy and i forgot and i told him to call it. o well hes a fuckin dumbass he shuda called my cel back. o well i havent heard from him yet today =) ughh fuckin asswhoel i swear i gave him 1 (MORE) fuckin chance... and he fucked up, again. oh well. well im outty <3 i forgot about that i hadta go to Jp's game.. :O sowwwy babee! pamelaa*<3 [1] Make Me Happy,Just Love Me

[07 Oct 2004|09:18pm] [ mood | stressed ] [ music | the whole brand new* cd.. ] well today i found out some shit. The BESY MOTHER FUCKING NEWS AND THE WORST. ALL AT THE SAME TIME. Jordan called Justin. he basically told her straight up that he doesnt care about me and just uses me for money. well everyone knows i had my doubts. but i couldnt beleive all this shit until i heard it for myself. Now i've heard it for myself. it hurts like hell, but its good to know. okay now im really not talking to him anymore. no more calling him. nothing. i hate to say it, but i wasted so long on a fuckin bastard instead of just realizing the truth. well im kinda liken someone else. a few people know who that is.. but yeeea :) hes pretty cute Make Me Happy,Just Love Me

[06 Oct 2004|09:34pm] [ mood | crying ] [ music | lean bacl [dirty] FatJoe/TS ] If I Knew. . .* If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will always be another day to say "I love you", And certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything I can do?" But just in case I might be wrong, and today is all I get, I'd like to say how much I love you and I hope we never forget. Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike, And today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight. So if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today? For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day, That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss and you were too busy to grant someone, what turned out to be their one last wish. So hold your loved ones close today, and whisper in their ear, Tell them how much you love them and that you'll always hold them dear Take time to say "I'm sorry", "Please forgive me", "Thank you", or "It's okay." And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today. this is my favorite poem. i love all my friends. and i always will no matter what happens. peace* Make Me Happy,Just Love Me

[05 Oct 2004|07:11pm] [ mood | wondering ] [ music | Lets get away ] Im really fucking confused. everday it seems i dont even like justin more and more. i dont even want to talk to him. and i know that i could never actually talk to him about this shit. i mean i've done how much shit for him. . and he cant even call me back when hes suposed to. you know, maybe i am better off not talking to him. maybe Corey and Spitz were right. i dont really know. but i think im just going to take a break from talking to him. im not going to call him anymore. i really dont understand this kid. he'll sit there and tell eevryone he doesnt like me, but when im on the phone with Josh, Jeremy, Sean, Jp he gets all pissed off. its like.. if theyre not a chick imnot allowed to talk to them. it would be one thing if i was going out with the kid. but im not. its so fucking confuzing. andnow im really starting to believe that he does use me. the otehr day he cmae to my house.. got money left. didnt even say anything to me really. maybe im just stressed out but, hes not helping. i dont want to not talk to him anymore. but im sick of feeling like shit, and maybe im wrong.. but he has fun pissing me off and making me feel like shit. right now i dont even want to talk to him about it, i know i'll never be able to but all it seems is that.. he wants money and my phone and thats all he cares about. i've gotten in so much fuckin trouble getting him money and shit.. and he just wants more. i cant even remember howmany times ive given him like 100$ at a time. but he cant even just call me when hes suposed to, thats all i ask. i know he talks shit about me. its kinda fuckin obvious, he thinks im fuckin dumb or something that people dont tell me shit. and Jenna, i love her to death but i cant beleive her when she says Justin doesnt use me.. if he does tell her that its because he knows she'd tell me. but fuck it. im sick of this shit. im just gona give it a break. maybe he'll finally fuckin realize he really does piss me off. but that Thing* i wrote on my notebook.. Jordan, Molly, and Khalil read that and theyre like the only people that actually understand other than Jenna. and i dont think anyone else would be able to imagine all the shit i put my self through for him. and i know he doesnt give a shit. even if i do get pissed at him.. i get over it. but i wish i didnt. i needa find someone else.. *hope fully i'll be alive tommorow..cause this shit is killing me* Make Me Happy,Just Love Me

[03 Oct 2004|10:15am] [ mood | confused ] [ music | shorty wana ride wit me *yOuNq bUcK* ] well the other night me and Justin were just talking on the phone when Corey and Spitz drove up, and Spitz called me over to teh car. He gave me a hug and took my phone. He rolled up the window, started talkin to Justin. I still have no clue what he said to Justin. But then he handed Corey the phone and I guess Justin wanted to talk to me.. well obviously he would he doesnt know them. So Corey started asking him questions and Justin hung up on hium. Corey then decides to tell me who i can hang around with, and that if I keep hanging around with Justin that I'm going to become a Heroine adict. And so I was pissed and yea so Finally Spitz gives me back my phone, AFTER the fact of him looking through the whole thing and getting Justins number. Because, I want everyone to know that Justin is an Asswhole. Well thats what Corey said because he knows him just so well. Mhm. And well I called Justin back he was pissed at me then I was like Okay? so we go off the phone. And then later on eh called me adn i was depressed and shit because of what Corey was saying, about how "he's not good enough for me" and "he has to look out for me because he cares" and "im going to get used because, he SEEMS like the type." And that just made me think, and i didnt know what to do so I called Jenna. Best thing to do! We talked for a while. And she of course made me feel a little better. Someone took my RazorBlade out of my room, at least the good one. So i was sitting there with the dull one trying to cut my leg open. Only a little bit. but yea Jenna calmed me down, Then Justin called her. Oh Thanks! I see how much he cares. well so I got off the phone with her. Then a longgg time later i was sitting tehre writing this thing and my phone rings, its Justin. Wow someone finally decided to call me. well so hes just being stupid, probably blazed. So then Saturday. Justin was suposed to pick up my cell. He didnt. He caled around 2.Oo i=I think and he said I was being a bitch, even though I wasnt, He hung up on me, I called him back.. WhaT? i dont want to talk to you CLICK. Oh that just makes me feel soo much better now doesn't it. So tehn Jenna called wanted to know if i could go tot he mall with her. I said okay. Then my phne started to act all fucking crazy! it was on my lttle clippy ma bobber thing and it was blinking! ahh red and orange.. confuzing. So I decided to tell my mom she said to bring it with me.. HELL NO. So she's bringing it up to Radioshack today. But I never heard from Justin ast night cept when I called him. I mean damn I was gona smoke him up and everything! i mena damn...PAMS gona smoke!!=) JUST BECAUSE THE FUCK HEAD WANTED ME TO! lol well this is making me think alot about some shit that was told to me by multiple people. And i dont know waht to believe, hat not to believe. and it sucks! i hear so many differentt hings.. "Justin just uses you" & "Justin likes you why dont u jsut go out" & "Hes a fucking asswhole he treats you liek shit..why do u chill with him?" and i could go on forever! i'm so sick of this. and then he just says "you think thats all i care about" when I say anything about money. SOOO he needs to fucking talk to me because at teh moment i dont know if hes amd at me or what. and i dont know what to do. Make Me Happy,Just Love Me

most of this is for shelby..bc i dont like her [01 Oct 2004|03:06pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | q0odies. .p.pabl0 & ciara ] well today sucked ass i felt like shit. ****but for the past 3 weeks shelby keeps fuckin grillen me everytime i walk by her. um ok ya dumb bitch get used to it, I DONT LIKE IMATURE LIL BITCHES THAT TALK SHIT TO JUSTIN ABOUT ME, TO MAKE HIM NOT LIKE ME AT ALL. well guess what it wasnt Justin you were talking to it was me! hm so next time you decide to talk shit, make sure you know 1.who your talking to.. and 2. that you you aint lying because believe me it will come back to me. and just to let you know, i never said that i fucked justin. thank u very much u little slut. i've never done ANYTHING with him. and um i'm not the 1 that went and fucked around with a 24 yearold when i was 13..was i? no so keep runnin your mouth and something just might happen.**** But anyways today; yea i didnt have a ride h9me so Corey and Rosemary came to pick Nate up and asked if i needed a ride. so i got a ride home with them and i think my cell is in her car at the moment bc i cant find it so hopefully she gots it because Justins spozed to borrow it for the weekend..yea im fuckin nice bc last time he made my bill be umm 200$ extra so my total bill was um, 497.00$ for 2 months.. umm yea like 500 bills! haha `bills` im so white. well hopefully i'll see Justin today bc i love him. yup i do. who knows why.. but i do. maybe today Justin will pick me up and smoke a blunt like we were supozed to do the other day when they dropped me off like 45 mins after they got here. DUMBASSS!! i hate justin guiel.. that kids a fag but eh gots a car and well we can use him for that. hmm im jsut going on and on bc i dont feel like cleaning, or getting read and shit sooo yea but umm.. im bored so leave me one. <3 x0 pamela marie [2] Make Me Happy,Just Love Me

[30 Sep 2004|07:09pm] well i havent updated in a long ass time. i went to FLORIDA! :) ya that was fun. chiled with my cousin and then with justin yesterday. yea today i got a phonecall at 5:52AM! this is how it went.. me . hello? justin . yo my sisters water just broke. me . whut the fuck what time is it? JUSTIN I DONT CARE im trying to sleep! justin . im stayin home stay home wit me me . umm no justin . y? me . i got umm 4 days of homework to make up already. justin . fine. call me RIGHT when u get home. me . ok.. then jareds fuckin annoying and goes get off teh phone i need it. i mean damn let jared use the phone though and dnt wake me up u little mother fucker. but i guess that his niece is special to him.. for him to call me at not even 6 am!! lol well tehn i got a call around 12 and it was.. Justin. buti was still in class but i finally go to go to the bathroom. and hes like my sister had her baby its a girl. and im like umm ok then ms lazo was in the bathroom and started tlaking to me so justin hung up bc he was in my pocket. well then he called me back i was in lunch by then and hes like um yea.. i was confuzed hy he called so i was liek whats her name? and hes liek whuut. dman the kids kinda tretarded but i love him but yea so hes ashley. i was like ashleyyy! lol i dk why but i was hyper as fuck even though i havent got that much sleep and im liek ashleyy ashleyyyyyyyyyyyy ashley yea when i was on the phonw tih him that was pretty gay but i was hyper so its straight so tehn jordan hugn up on him!! errr. so then he called back and told me to call him when i got home. well it was 2.45 and i was still at school so i called and he wasnt home. so i tryed to get a ride for liek and hour then nianas mom came and i got a ridee to shey fagans houe with them then walked like 10 mins from there.then i got home talked to jenna. yea i ahve a shitload of homework. ahhhhh. yup. and i have to watch that dman debate tonight. ugh it sucks. well im tlakin to justin while i watch it. bc im spzed to clal him @ 9 and thats when it starts. w/e my sisters bitchin and im botu to fuckin smack that fuckin bitch. UGH!!! just bc shes never home even when she is shes @ coreys. fuckin pmsing i swear. well nothing else to say cept dat ummm nothing nvm. u all knew what i was gona say neways. <3 love ya alwayss pamela marie Make Me Happy,Just Love Me

[18 Sep 2004|04:30pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | none ] i LeAvE iN. . 4 days ; 9 hours ; 30 minutes for Florida =) going shopping with Jordan ina lil bit . . yay Make Me Happy,Just Love Me

[17 Sep 2004|10:04pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | southside ] Well today hmm. preppy bitches said i had stoges and i hadta get my bag searched. yea gay ass shit. then i thought Jordan got suspended so i was lost about what i was doing. but then she was there!! so we walked to mickey d's seen this kid Piercen he gave us a ride to Justin Ruel's house um yea we chilled there for a while then we went to my hosue. Justin Gove, Justin Guil and some kid ¿? came and picked us up and brought us to the mall. then we just basically chilled tehre and got some earings and chains. yup =) then Justin's mom called me. [no comment to what happend, and what was said*] thjen soe little 10 yr olds were acting like sluts so of coure me and Jordan had something to say, so tehn teh cops came upto my moms car while we were leaving.. but "we didnt do anything" eh w.e then we brought Jordan home.. i hope she dont get introuble for being like a hour late! o0opsy. well im going to take a shower and shiettt so im outt... i love *him* 4evvaaa <3 Make Me Happy,Just Love Me

[15 Sep 2004|08:51pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | h0w d0 y0u wanT iiT * 2paC ] the past few days have been interesting. Sunday: Jeremy from down the street decicded to come talk to me with his friend Jake. Then we ended up goin to the park and drinkin. Then Monday:i was spozed to chill with them but i didnt. Tuesday: Tim valluex(?spellinq) was at Jeremy's house with Jake too. So tehy were at my house all day and night. then my sister was like youre not to chllw ith them. his bro od'd and died.. w/e i was gona argue but i think its fucked up bc his bro did something. UGH! but w/e and Justin and me got into a fight bc he doesnt want me chillen with Jeremy & i was being a bitch "bc they were at my house" yup uh huh. Well today was just a fuckin great day! i dont know why butit was i`m in such a good mood right now... i woke up @ 8:00am lef tthe house at 8:45am. got to school 8:50. o0ps kinda late. Then i saw Jordan! =) + then went advisory and all i remember is Pedro telling me he liked my shirt bc "every crab killaz outfit" lol umm yea then Video Production with Sasha!!! =) like 3 hours long! we did a scavenger hunt with the cameras!! funn haha Seths car lmao piece of shit! well then we had advisory. me and Mikey worked on our science project.Then Lunch! i sitted wiff Sasha Devon Marianne and Hannah yupp. then advisory/tutorial again sat tehre and made Sashas cd perrrdy wiff markerrrs ;) mhmm then it waws time to go home. waited for my sister she had Julies truck wiff Colby. then i was home for a while TRYING to do my english homework and Justin called me and he said he was coming over. and he did. he went inside my house :O! he saw my brother nasty ass of a room but then i kicked him out then yeah i dono.. I LIKE IM SOOO MUCH! =) lol i dont fuckinq know why ;) buttt yup then he left just intime too bc my sister dropped my bro off literlly 1 minute after tehy left. yup then i was on teh phone with Jenna nd Jordan called so we 3wayed her andtehn Jenna got off the phone. and then me and Jordan talked for a while, then me and my mom went to tacobell + papaginos to get dinner. I saw THOMAS! he works at taco bell!haha yup now im home updating my lj bc i wanted to and now im gona go call Jenna, and then Justin .. O BABAY! Make Me Happy,Just Love Me

[12 Sep 2004|01:23pm] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | Liife Goes On. . TuPaC* ] last ngiht at like 11 Justin called.. pretty sure he was cocked but i hung up o him bc my phone lost service..o0ps. so then i got up at like 845 this mornin. at like 11 Jenna called we talked for a while. then she told me to go online ad check my mail because she had written me a song last night. this is how it goes.. i have a buddy...her name is pam sometimes i like to call her  spam she calls my fone, where ever i am to tell me about justin g...her man   she is bangin and he is not he likes to smoke a lot of pot he wants her ass cuz pam is hott but she said fuck that i like scott   we prank call people everyday and make weird noises cuz we r gay but that is all i have to say i will call pam in the morning..horray!  -ThE sOnq bOuT mE bY mY bAbiE gUrL, JeNnA mAriiE- i loverr my songggg! =) you should tooo! well i didnt do my summer reading, that was due friday, o0psz ma b. well i kinda gotta talk to Justin bc i always have to talk to him lol + ther is only 10 days 13 hours 30mins left until i go to FLORIDA!!!!yay Rebbecca and Bethany and Austin areall spozed to be there too. so it shouold be fun =) yay. . . yup i love my jenna. + justin. + molly.+ Josh. + um.. everymotha fucka![other thennn.. shelby mcphee,brittant martin, + ummm some othur ppl] Make Me Happy,Just Love Me

[10 Sep 2004|08:51pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | how do you want it . tupac ] ..ok today Justin came to my house and gave me my phone. He left after making me drop my barbel on the ground.. ew im not having dat 1 no more lol. Then i looked it said i had new voice messages. 1st one : was my sister, then a private caller, and it was scott lookin for Justin..but he had already left and i dont like tj so i didnt wana call his phone to tell him to call him. so then my phone rings.. i didnt hear it bc dipshit ova here had my volume on like 1. so they called riight back.. it was Scott. so im like na Justin left my house like 20 mins ago. and i gave him Tjs numba. He called back askin me to call Justins house bc Tj sed he dropped him off. So then i called, no1 answered, Scott called back a lil while lata and then i told him noone answered and then he called back again askin for Ashleys cell# and askin if i knew Janel and Jamies numbas.. but i dont so i just gave him Ashleys numba and i guess hes goin back in tommorow but hes gettin out fer good soon so dats good. i guess i kinda miss him but i dint really chil wid him but Justins lost wid out him haha.Well.. my phone smells like Justin Gove! but its ok luckaly i like whut he smells like ;o).. aiight well i jus thought i'd update. <3 ya always.. pamela «3 ii love hIm [yOu] Make Me Happy,Just Love Me

[09 Sep 2004|06:22pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | nothing. i hate you ] well today after school me and mr.G started talking about that someone* and i think i actually understand i cant stay friends with them.. he just brings me down so much. and now i think i do know, they do use me. they sit there and do everything possible to piss me off until i just forget about it. well its really fucked up. and i know that i gotta just learn to let things go and i kind of like somone else and everyday i seem to not like this person* more and more. if he wasnt such an asswhole to me and shit, i'd still love him and .. whats the point he doesnt like me, he probably hates me; or thats what it seems like to me. nd i know its gona take a while not to talk to him and it might not work but i gotta just let him go and realize i dont really love him, i mean i'll always love him but i cant keep dealing with this shit. i mean i've come close to cutting my wrists again and everday i just feel like crying and i cant keep livin liek this my veins are popping out of my hands rite now bc im so irritated but i know its true i gotta stay away from him. 1 minute he'll be ok and the next he'll be being the biggest asswhole i dont fucking know what to do.. [ i hate *EvErYtHiNg* YOU.. fuck you ] [2] Make Me Happy,Just Love Me

classes [07 Sep 2004|05:33pm] [ mood | Ehhh ] [ music | qOoDii3sZ : p3t3y.PabL0 // CiiaRa ] today was my first day of classes. schedule: wellness..fitzpatrick spanish 1..prevost science..pellegrini math..gine social studies..hursty english..gallo and i got Video Production for my elective =) it was ok i got pretty good ppl in my classes i guess, could be a lot worse wellness + spanish : BigLou,Khalil,Manny,Edwin,Alicia..the only good ppl science + math : Mikey,Josh F.,Josh D.,Jovani, english + social studies : Mari,Steph Sampson,Hazel,Shawn, and then alotta ppl i dont really like : Michelle [jerricas cousin that wanted to kick mollys ass] some bitch Molly (not smith) thats starting shit with Alicia and Jordan. that bitch sarah dat sings at community meetings. haha Well the day went by pretty good.i like my teachers so far =) im so happy i aint got vargas for spanish! um ppl in my classes are ok i guess me and molly have no classes together which sucks bc dats my baby right thea hopefully we'll chill at lunch and shit. um we got home but not a shit load thankgod! umm nothin else is new justin gove was at my house last night wif tj and i thought my sis was home so i told them to leave and forgot dat he had m yphone and well he still has it and spozaly im gettin it back friday he betta not use my minutes... im gona check dat right after im done don this well Sasha Legere has Video Production too =) yay i swa Mike Dorzin today when i was goin to the store to get my dictionary for english. well i got nuttin else to say . . <3 im out pamelaa * x0 Make Me Happy,Just Love Me

[06 Sep 2004|09:52am] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | Thuqz Mansion : 2Pac ] Today me and Jenna were suposed to go "shoppinq" but i doubt thats happeninq anymore because something happend to Alberto last night and Jenna thinks hes gona go to lock up so shes depressed so shes probly not gona wana go. maybe Justin will come over like he said he was going to yesterday. .that liddle fucker never called me back!hmm, last week i made plans with Misty to sleep over her house Friday then Saturday who knows what i'm doinq. Today i qotta qo qet all my school supplies and get food for lunches. i still have to read a book and a half, figure out what the hell to do for the journal entries and do them before Wednesday. Then 2 weeks, 2 days I'm leavinq for Floridaa! whoo hooo i'm so fuckin happy =) i get to get away from Fitchburg and all these fuckin annoying immature bitches! =] yay im happy! but i am gona miss some peole for them days.. Jenna, Molly, Misty, Josh, Justin, hmm and a few other people. But i can call them wow im already thinking about who i'm going to miss haha and its 2 weeks away. and Stephanie fuckinq poirier and her little cousin still have my shirts and if i dont get them back this up cominq week, oooh there WILL be problems; i promise. This is gona suck having her in advisory this year shes so fuckinq preppy and she acts as if we're still friends i mean damn the girl aint even aloud to listen to good music and shes all into that "church thing" noo notch me. but i do love to piss her mom off.. like when i took luhan dow to Ryan Camerons house at midnite or.. when Nick and Ryan went over her house and her mom got ripshit.. annd when Justin showed up at her house and when Justin and Tj showed up at her so called bday party at the sheriden haha dat was funny she dint say 1 word to me.. cept you're leaving.. ooo boo hoo bitch it wasnt even fun anyways! haha uhh i hate them bitches.. well i was just thnking about some shit and im very confuzed. err! people suck.. especially [jfng*] =] wel time for pammy to take a shower and get ready and shit only 16 days til Flawda baby! «3 x0 pamelaa marie Make Me Happy,Just Love Me

[05 Sep 2004|09:32am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | head sprung ; llcj ] only 17 days until i leave for fLoRiDa!!!! =) ahh im so excited and i qet to miss school :] whoop whoop well its too fucking early to be up and noone called to wake me up last night so i slept form lik 11.3o until like 7.3o and then went back to bed until now; 9.3o ugh, well i'm going back to bed again =) peace Make Me Happy,Just Love Me

[03 Sep 2004|09:31pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Breathe;Stretch;Shake. .Ma$e ] if you could get me one thing; what would that one thing be? [»pamela«] [4] Make Me Happy,Just Love Me

[03 Sep 2004|06:54pm] [ mood | satisfied ] [ music | So_Sexy ; from my cell =] ] well yesterday i started school it was okay. i have Sasha Legere, Mike Cass, Stephanie Poirier, and some other people in my advisory. we dont get our schedules until tuesday which is good i guess. today was a half day and we got out at 12. Ashley called me i thought it was Justin but it wasnt. Then i called him but he was still sleeping, he finally ended up coming to pick me up with Tj @ 1. we went bought Justin stoges nd then they dropped me off. i hadta break into my dam house bc i forgot my key. well justins lucky i love him bc i hate Tj and he wudnt have gotten what he did. well yea then i came home, talked to Jenna. yea im staying home tonight bc i feel bad bc she has to so im gona stay home tonight and do nothin. nothin else is really new, i like having Misty back at school; but i miss alot of people too. Caitlin, Angie, Zack, Yazzy, Steph Horne, Justin B, i dont know i miss them alot but its ok i'll live. well i just wana thank Ariana Veiera [which i also miss from OVER a year ago] for makinq my journal georgeous! thanks babe! well theres only 20 days until Florida baby!!! yay im so excited, maybee - finally - i'll get kinda tan haha. well i got nothin to say. .peace x0` [2] Make Me Happy,Just Love Me

[03 Sep 2004|03:29pm] this is my new journal. . just seein what it looks like - i'll update lata =] Make Me Happy,Just Love Me

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